Other than my typical lack of sleep, the first half of the week didn't go too bad. In fact, Wednesday morning was actually quite wonderful. I spent some time cleaning up my room and reorganizing my space. I went through everything that I have and cleaned it and found a good place for it. As an 11 year old that would have been torturous, but I needed that so badly. It was almost a physical representation of me cleaning out my life. I took some time and analyzed all the things that are a part of me and found a proper place for them, throwing out the things I didn't need. Then, I took a shower. Gah, that was a wonderful shower. I cleaned myself of all the filth and crap that was clinging on even closer than the things in my life. (Picking up on that metaphor, yet? Just wait, it gets better.)
I'm not completely sure why I chose Wednesday morning to do laundry, clean, and take a long shower, but it just worked out that way. Once I was done, I continued my day with new energy. That's when the storms hit. If you suffered in those storms like some of my friends did or had any damage from the snow, wind, or rain, I am truly sorry. That was such a mess, and it seemed to come out of nowhere. Yet, I was prepared.
I didn't have to worry about the horizontal rain getting into my room because that morning I had cleaned and shut the windows. I didn't have to worry about not knowing where the things were that I would need to survive the rain, because that morning I put them all away and knew where each one was. I didn't have to worry about fresh clothes, because that morning I did all of my laundry. When the storms of life struck, I didn't have to frantically respond to the tragedy in the way that so many others were doing, because I was prepared.
Now, Wednesday morning, I wasn't cleaning in preparation of the storms. Rather, I was cleaning simply to clean, but because I did, I was prepared for the worst that life could throw at me. In the same way, I don't daily cleanse myself and spend time with God as some kind of insurance were the worst to happen. I do it simply because I enjoy doing it. But, because I do it, I'm prepared for the worst that this life can throw at me.
Then, Wednesday night we talked about - get this - how being our true and authentic selves is practically equivalent to making ourselves vulnerable and how beautiful that is. A friend of mine in the Religious Life Community gave the message and we talked about identity and who we truly are, and it was fantastic. It is such a great community to be a part of; we recognize each other as individuals and bear each other's burdens.
But, my week was far from over. Thursday, after I didn't sleep well because my roommate was screaming in his sleep, at about 8 at night I wacked my head on a metal bar putting away a cowbell (yep, that's probably the lamest story you've ever heard). This resulted in major bleeding, and then later a a friend giving me a ride to Mercy Clinic. My parents soon arrived to support me and I got three staples in my scalp and a tetanus shot. I'm doing pretty well now, but the thing that amazed me was the support I received from all sorts of people. People were liking and commenting on both my dad and I's posts and so many people were so authentically concerned with my well-being.
That night, a few of my friends and I were hanging out and we were talking about all of the terrible things that have happened in our weeks. One friend got stuck outside in the horizontal rain hiding beneath a tree and screaming into the wind "don't let me die!". Another friend lost one of their dear friends to suicide earlier that week. So, if you had a crappy week this past week, you are NOT alone. We've all been there. That night we talked about how humanity comes together in some of the most beautiful ways when responding to hurt and pain. The compassion that I saw for one another was, and is, beautiful.
I thought that this was as bad as the week was going to get despite Friday the 13th being the next day. (I'm really not that superstitious.) But it was nowhere near over as tragedy struck Paris on Friday and I was again truly amazed by the amount of compassion as the world grieved for Paris. Go take a look at Facebook or Twitter or any social media and you will see #PrayForParis and people changing there profile pictures everywhere. What an amazing time to be alive that we can come together in such beautiful ways.
I'd like to encourage you, like I encouraged people on Facebook, pray for Paris, yes. But also pray for those struggling with these "little things" as well. Pray for each place where terror and fear is striking in Japan, Paris, Baghdad, the Middle East, Central America, or even your own backyard. And also lift up those who are battling through depression, those that miss home, those that are stressed from studying, those that are all around us. Let us "carry each other's burdens, and in this way fulfill the law of Christ" (Galatians 6:2)
I love you all and continue to pray for each one of you.
Good luck in the real world and God Bless,
-XTopher
I love you all and continue to pray for each one of you.
Good luck in the real world and God Bless,
-XTopher
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